this is gay...i don't want anything to be underlined, but it won't let me change it, so deal with it! i don't know why, but i'm really really tired & i can't seem to wake up. & i just broke my "j" key completely. oops! ugh this is not my night. shoot me please. however, i do get to talk to chris all night. that's about the only good thing about tonight. i'm missing him like crazy, of course. can't wait till february. it's just not coming soon enough!



so...i've decided he is pretty much the most amazing person ever! i love him to death. the things he makes me feel are unbelievable. ugh i can't wait till february so i can finally be with him & see him every day! i won't have to stay up until 8 in the morning just to get to talk to him. i'll be in bed, cuddling & sleeping with him :D <3 & i can't wait to go to NY with him this summer to see his family! i'm WAY excited for that too! it's going to be awesome! c'mon february...come a little faster! geez! anyway...do i even need to mention how much i love him? :D didn't think so! but i will anyway hehe :D i love you chris <3 more than anything...forever & always :D

 

     


i'm missing my airman! i can't wait till he comes home to be with me :(







i love you more than anything in the entire world babe! can't wait for you to come home!